My Fibromyalgia Diary – Its Gotten The Better Of Me!
Its been a while since I did my Fibromyalgia diary so I thought I would say hi and let you know what I have up to! Lately Fibromyalgia has gotten the better of me and the pain is so intense I want to cry, but hey you just have to get on with it.
So what have I been up to? Well we moved house to a fab 3 Bedroom Penthouse in Swords, I am loving it at the moment as it is a total suntrap and I am out baking myself whenever I can. My room is all white, which I love as it is so relaxing, I am very OCD and if there was any dirt I wouldn’t be able to sleep!
I never thought Fibromyalgia could be this bad but ever inch of me aches, I can’t stay away awake during the day, can’t sleep sleep at night. I am finding it hard to wear clothes, not that I am going around naked or anything, don’t be worried. The material of certain clothes burns my skin, so I have resorted to wearing nice loose trousers, or nice casual tracksuits. I am so excited to see Megan McKennas range for Misspap.co.uk as they do the nicest casual and lounge gear! If it is a step closer for me to look like anything like Megan I am on board! lol
Workwise we have been very busy thank god. We have loads of new courses coming up and makeup courses running at the moment. I will be starting on-line fashion styling courses soon so Im getting all that organized. I am also doing the semi-permanent lashes as well in the studio, I am loving doing them and I have so many happy clients.
But keeping busy with Fibromyalgia don’t mix well. I ended up in hospital a few times over the last couple of months. One for a reaction to an anesthetic, then one for tests and lastly to get injections in my spine and thighs. My meds have been increased and I am now on pain patches.
I wish at the moment I wasn’t me, that I wasn’t going through this but that is life I suppose. I am hoping between the new meds, patches and the bit of sunshine I will begin to feel better. Hopefully next time I chat to you life will be slightly better.
Nicole Flutterby x